Sunday, February 13, 2005

Half baked ideas

Another absence from blogging due to the hectic chinese new year schedule....which to me, reveals the reasons why I blog:
1. To relieve boredom; and
2. Coz have too much time in my hands

Today, I find the third....I blog when i need to bitch about something...and this time around .....tada!!!!

wedding blues

- tis my wedding ceremony plans !!!!

Have always heard that weddings are stressful...but gawd...that's because ppl have so many ideals....for me, i just want the ceremony to be over in a snap....puhleez.....but guess both mum and mum-in-law are not letting it be! every other day...there's a new twist to the've got to do this, do that, buy this, buy would think that they are the ones getting married and not me and poor hubby

if they do know what they ultimately want..then, that's not too bad....unfortunately, its toughest when you've got half-baked ideas....i.e. you vaguely know it, but you have no clue of the specifics and decide to make it up as you go along....oh which by the way, also entitles you to change your darn mind whenever you feel like it.

jeez...pls...just let me be a puppet...i do not want to think...coz after all...i do not want the, history documents that my opinons are always over-ridden why bother wasting time...let's cut the chase, i'll bite my tongue and do what needs to be done so that i can finally, get on with life!

have told all parties to think thoroughly.....really really thoroughly of what they want, let me know....and i'll just do it... sigh...who said that a girl's wedding is the happiest day of her life...doesn't seem to apply in my case.

Saturday, February 05, 2005

Am I a true blue Gemini

You are 67% Gemini

You can tell that I am immensely bored and have resorted to taking personality quizzes. This one was interesting coz it implied that I was only 67% the real thing!! Hahahaha...funny!

Anyway....just a short one as American Idol is just showing on 8TV....time to get off the net and do something else...*yeah....just staring at different screens i suppose*.....

48 hours more and I'll be back in Penang...hmmm...what to do, what to do, what to do to kill time!

Happy bunny

kiss my ass2
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud

Apparently, that's what i am...hhehehe...*grin*...but am feeling a little lonely at the moment coz hubby has left for Kuching to celebrate CNY with his family. Reason why am not tagging along is coz am not supposed to be celebrating CNY this year due to the mourning period for my grandma's death in Nov 2004. let's see...that has not stopped my grandpa from planning the reunion dinner, painting and decorating the house back in penang....hhehehehhe

don't get me wrong....he loves grandma to bits and is ever so sweet....makes sure he visits her at the crematorium at least once a week on Sat...even bring along mandarin oranges which are in season now. things will be easier once we "invite" her spirit to the shrine back home during the 100-day ceremony on Feb 17, 2005. bet she would love to be back where the family is than stay on with her fellow neighbours at the crematorium (coz my grandma is generally a little shy and private!).

anyways...guess grandpa has a point...we have done the best to try save her life...and i'd rather she left us without having to bear prolonged suffering and pain, living out her days in uncertainty. of course we are all sad that she had to go....but guess that is the cycle of life.

Love you grandma, and I still constantly think of you...very often.