Saturday, February 05, 2005

Happy bunny

kiss my ass2
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud

Apparently, that's what i am...hhehehe...*grin*...but am feeling a little lonely at the moment coz hubby has left for Kuching to celebrate CNY with his family. Reason why am not tagging along is coz am not supposed to be celebrating CNY this year due to the mourning period for my grandma's death in Nov 2004. let's see...that has not stopped my grandpa from planning the reunion dinner, painting and decorating the house back in penang....hhehehehhe

don't get me wrong....he loves grandma to bits and is ever so sweet....makes sure he visits her at the crematorium at least once a week on Sat...even bring along mandarin oranges which are in season now. things will be easier once we "invite" her spirit to the shrine back home during the 100-day ceremony on Feb 17, 2005. bet she would love to be back where the family is than stay on with her fellow neighbours at the crematorium (coz my grandma is generally a little shy and private!).

anyways...guess grandpa has a point...we have done the best to try save her life...and i'd rather she left us without having to bear prolonged suffering and pain, living out her days in uncertainty. of course we are all sad that she had to go....but guess that is the cycle of life.

Love you grandma, and I still constantly think of you...very often.


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